Drug Rehab Wilderness
had a dream at wilderness rehab?
in it i left the house i was so used to (drugs and partying) and it took a couple years to do so, only in the dream, i was so stoked to be finally leaving, but in real life, noiw that ive left, life is….kinbda crappy, i dont have ANY freinds and its been a little over a year now. im a social outkast at school and im only normal when im alone, i know i hate my life but..well, i just push it out, and keep living, cuz for some reason i know that it will all work out some day, or at least in the end, i hope the end is near . lol. this sucks. ive tried a lot of different things to meet new people but its like i cant relate to anyone and im so terrified of social situations iwthout drugs, freakin a, im a mess
really, i think you may need to try going to church. if you can find no meaning to life, try it. what do you have to lose. people there will make you feel welcome, and you may find hope for a better tomorrow. take my word for it. find a church near you and just go! many churches offer help to those like yourself, and God will never abandon you! =) good luck
